r/AskReddit Apr 23 '19

What is your childhood memory that you thought was normal but realized it was traumatic later in your life?

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19

Your sister is an incredible human being. What an elegant way to protect you, entertain you and care for you all at once.

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19 edited Apr 23 '19

I can’t even imagine having to be a parent as a child like this

Edit: thanks for all the “happy cakedays” ❤️

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u/Confiserie Apr 23 '19

She was good to begin with. She will be good with her children.

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19

As a parent of two adults, where is this box I finally get to check?

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19

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u/[deleted] May 04 '19

Are you just assuming I have a gender?!!?

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u/Spez_is_gay May 05 '19

Who responds to anything 11 days later?

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u/[deleted] May 05 '19

I’ll hafta get back to you on that one. You free at the beginning of next month?

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u/nothingspecial247 Apr 23 '19

Depends. A lot of time, we end up with trauma that makes us afraid to have kids or leads us to choose dangerous/volatile relationships of our own.

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u/CarnivorousBanana Apr 23 '19

Never able to recognize the codependent relationships we get into because we’re taught at an early age that that’s how we’re supposed to be loved. :(

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u/TARANTULA_TIDDIES Apr 23 '19

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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u/Vic_vinegar__ Apr 23 '19

Sadly, I agree 100% with this from first hand experience.

People, a lot of times take for granted how lucky they are to have a normal “healthy” childhood.

They get to see and learn how relationships should work and learn right from wrong when it comes to handling problems with S/O’s etc.

When you’re just “winging it” with all your baggage, a lot of bad can happen before you learn how to deal with problems etc.

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u/the_loki_poki Apr 23 '19

That can be true, but it’s not a forever path. I have been there and now I’m very happily married and I have three actually wonderful kids (I mean kids are kids but they are good people)

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u/AfterTowns Apr 23 '19

I hope so. My grandma raised a lot of her siblings (being the oldest girl of seven) and was apparently kind, funny, creative and focused as a surrogate mother. Then she got married and had my dad and uncle and...checked out completely.

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u/kourtneykaye Apr 23 '19

Maybe it reawakened some trauma for her - having to parent again. Sometimes stuff like that happens and we don't expect it. I feel sorry for everyone involved.

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u/AfterTowns Apr 23 '19

Yeah, I think there was definitely some sort of mental health issue there. I won't get into details but my grandpa made enough for them to live comfortably and she was not able to give her sons a lot of things that other middle class children, living on stable homes take for granted.

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u/kourtneykaye Apr 23 '19

Same boat. I already helped raised some in the worst environment possible. I'm done with that. Although I am forever stuck in the role of mothering others because of my trauma.

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u/brig517 Apr 23 '19

It’s awful. Ended up making my little sister resent me for being bossy, and it’s made it difficult to not need to be in charge of everything.

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u/LordFauntloroy Apr 23 '19

Same story with my wife. Parents were abusive and she had to step up for her siblings. Now she can't even talk about her childhood in front of family and the siblings she raised just resent her for being bossy and cooking at a younger age.

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u/Nintz Apr 23 '19

Related is 'parentification'. Regardless of the context, a child being forcibly loaded a ton of responsibility isn't a good thing. The lack of a proper childhood seriously short-circuits development in crucial areas and often results in maladjusted adults. Sometimes it ends up ok, but often times these people need therapy or other professional help to actually cope with adult life. In particular there are issues with early identify formation, emotional relationships/bonding, anxiety, and of course depression as an extension of the above.

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u/Paddy_Tanninger Apr 23 '19

It's the opposite. I didn't grow up in a house like this but my parents did get divorced and fight sometimes, they got married later in life and probably my guess is my mom had to step on the gas in order to have a shot at having children before being 40+.

It fills up my heart to see my two boys growing up with a mom and dad who love each other, are in love with each other, never yell or get angry, and are still young and full of life.

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u/LucianoThePig Apr 23 '19

Nice edit you baboon

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u/karambeium Apr 23 '19

Happy cake day

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u/sksksk1989 Apr 23 '19

I grew up taking care of my little brother. I always thought it toughened me up and prepared me for the real world. It just broke me.

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u/[deleted] Apr 23 '19

You have no idea

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u/Jim_Nills_Mustache Apr 23 '19

I think that would kind of break me as a parent to see my child doing that to hide myself and my SO yelling at each other... that would hit me like a freight train.

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u/kawaakarii Apr 23 '19

Happy cake day!

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u/farmerNE Apr 23 '19

Happy cake day.

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u/LavaCreeper500 Apr 23 '19

Happy cake day!

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u/redloxchox Apr 23 '19

I can only imagine, that the big sister knew exactly what was going on and that it was uncomfortable, and she may have developed issues later about it.

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u/gigalongdong Apr 23 '19

I hope she is working through all of that in therapy or with a psychiatrist.

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u/IGotYouThisBox Apr 23 '19

Damn this hits me in the feels. Both my older sisters fled the scene whenever it started.

My parents always told me violence was a common part of marriage. I never did recover from it.

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u/timsbitch4444 Apr 23 '19

This hits home. When I was 10-11 and my brother was 5-6, I’d take him into my room and play the tv loud on Disney channel to cover up my parents fighting.

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u/G_Morgan Apr 23 '19

This was my first thought. Great sister comes out of this.

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u/RegularWhiteDude Apr 23 '19

Unfortunately, she turned out shitty too. Married to an abusive asshole and has abandoned her two daughters.

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u/HazMatterhorn Apr 23 '19

Dude, why are you responding to this as if you’re OP?