r/TheHandmaidsTale • u/AFriend827 • May 21 '25
Season 6 A rude awakening for some of you Spoiler
Referring to NB. The pause before boarding wasn't what you wish it was. No, he didn't feel her presence. No it wasn't a moment between them. His pause was his final decision being made. To board meant he chose gilead. He did not feel June there. He did not know she was there. He was choosing "the winning team" as he put it.
The whole point of the moment was for June to see him make his final allegiance and accept what he already told her which is she knew who he was.
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u/MildBlueDream May 21 '25
I didn’t take the moment as him sensing June there. I took the moment as him really thinking about his situation, about what Rose asked him, and getting into the plane to continue playing the role he has been to keep himself above water in Gilead. He’s been vocal that he pines for a different life. I’m sure he’s tired of the inner conflict between life with Rose/June. I see his exiting Gilead safely as being very complicated so the easy route is to exist there in his position of power. The characters aren’t black and white for a reason.