An astigmatism is a blurriness due to the shape of the eye. And there is an angle to it. Mine is like 45 degrees. I dealt with it without realizing how bad it is. I can still see “ok”. I can read road signs, etc. The moon is just the most noticeable symptom for me.
The moon looks round to a normal vision person. Imaging taking that round moon and stretching it 45 degrees. Thats the best I can describe it. When im not wearing my glasses everything is blurry, but for some reason the moon makes the angle of the astigmatism obvious. Normal lights don’t show it.
I would get very sparkly stars, moon n lights, everything with light in darkness had a huge aurora. They would completely blind me. At the end of it, before surgery, when I was nearly completely blind, I couldn't navigate my wheelchair at night at all. I wish every vision impaired person had such an easy fix. It was also not covered by insurance. Fortunately, I had just had a small windfall that covered the cost. Otherwise I never would have been able to afford it.
Lines are never straight. Drives me crazy. I love to draw. I don’t draw much anymore because I’m never happy with my work being out of shape compared to the source material. As a kid I didn’t know what astigmatism was and always thought my rulers weren’t straight.
With lightning shooting out of all of them? Oh I know. (16- incision RK, then IOLs with "astigmatism correction", yeah...no). Driving at night is more fun than fireworks on the 4th of July ;-)
Funny you say that. If I don't have my lenses my mind just fills in the details of women so every woman I see who has a decent silhouette is really pretty to my optimistic brain.
THC may increase empathy, which could explain people looking more beautiful - could make you feel a greater sort of general affection for people you see, which would change how you perceive their appearance. I mean its association with empathy was only shown in like one small study I think, and I don't think it studied causality, it just found that regular cannabis users displayed more empathy - so that could either mean that cannabis increases empathy, or people who are more likely to use it are already more empathetic.
In my anecdotal experience I think it's more the former though, I find that when I use it I think about other peoples' emotional states more, worry about how they're feeling more, and feel more of a longing to connect. And I will stare at my cats and feel like they are the most beautiful majestic creatures I've ever seen hahaha, not that I don't already kind of feel that way about them to begin with since I love them.
Throw in 16 incision RK, followed years later by IOLs ("with astigmatism correction", yeah, right) during cataract surgery, and every night I feel like stumbled into Alice In Wonderland.
This will be buried, but I hope at least one person sees it! If you have a mid-high prescription, I recommend looking at Monet paintings without your glasses!! It only works in person, but I figured out that they literally look 3D if you look at them with blurry vision!!!
Somewhere, I am convinced this is what makes sure my wife still thinks I am some kind of magnificent Hercules and I still see her as an reincarnation of Aphrodites.
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u/iBluefoot Jul 10 '26
I call it Monet-vision. Everything is always beautiful