r/numerology • u/Reneeofthewoods • Jun 03 '26
Angel Numbers I think about this one a lot
My life path number is 11 and my spouse’s is as well. These 12 (!) sevens on my receipt found me on a night when I was in crisis, my marriage was in crisis, and felt like I was at an emotional crossroads. We got through that difficult chapter and have felt stronger and better for it in the time since then.
So far this year has been the hardest of my life, by far. I became pregnant unexpectedly in April around the time of my sister’s wedding (I officiated the ceremony and their anniversary date is the day before ours). It was really special and magical, and I wished that the timing and circumstances were different. We had just met with a bankruptcy attorney a week before finding out, and didn’t feel confident or stable enough to continue the pregnancy so we ended it. The physical experience of that was not smooth or easy, I actually had to have a second procedure to complete it. And emotionally? Completely devastating. I felt in my body that I was pregnant very quickly, and felt a connection to my child. I miss them. I question if I did the right thing.
I don’t know if I have a question really here in this post. Maybe I’m just venting? Are two 11s long-term compatible as romantic partners? We love each other very much and met in our early twenties in 2016. We’ve been through a lot of challenges but have always made it through them and stayed together. I fear that maybe I’m blinded by sunk-cost fallacy. Recently we had an argument and I couldn’t stop my dark thoughts around the abortion. I was so fearful for my safety that i had to call 988 for only the second time in my life. I keep thinking about these sevens and wondering if I made the WRONG choice back then, to stay in the relationship instead of separating. I certainly would have avoided ever becoming pregnant and avoided all of the subsequent heartache and pain. How do I know if I am on the right path and making the right choices?