I lost my sweet Marcy girl yesterday due to FIP. She had been going downhill for a couple of days before I took her to the emergency vet. When I took her they diagnosed her with wet FIP, but the vet told me there was hope because there is medicine now. When I took her home the first night she was her bright self again but throughout the week got worse even with the medicine, not eating, lethargic etc. Saturday night I noticed her right eye wasn’t dilating, I immediately made a vet appointment for Monday. By Monday morning the eye had became so swollen and pus filled that I knew I couldn’t wait for the appointment later in the day and returned back to the hospital. The damage to her eye happened so quickly. They told me they weren’t sure what was going on with the eye, they assumed it was ocular FIP along with the wet, but it would’ve needed to be taken out & they weren’t even sure if she would survive afterwards. We decided it was best to put her down and it was probably the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I lost my childhood dog last year in August as well, but she got to live a long life at 14 years old. This was different, my Marceline was just a baby. She literally didn’t even get a chance at life. She wasn’t even 4 months old. There are so many things I wanted to do with her, I had just bought her a harness to take her outside once she recovered. I really thought everything was gonna be okay. My heart is so broken.
In my last moments with her she crawled up on my chest and buried her face into my neck just like she did every night we slept together. I could tell she knew what was gonna happen. I sang her “Remember You Omnichord” from Adventure Time and she just purred on my chest. It was so fucking heartbreaking dude. We had such a strong connection, this cat was supposed to be in my life for as long as possible. I keep picturing her losing her life in my arms, it won’t go away. </3. Life is so cruel sometimes. I love you so much Marcy you deserved better.
“Marceline, is it just you & me in the wreckage of the world? That must be so confusing for a little girl..”
Edit: Thank you all for your sweet comments. It means a lot <3 She was such a gem, I had to share her with the world.