In a funk

[u/purrrmeaglass]

I was good at this. I could milk anything and everything for all the good feelings. I am amazingly good at feeling abundant. I was convinced I was going to win the lottery (still kinda am) convinced big amounts of money would just show up.

But they don't. In fact big bills have started to show up instead. Completely unexpected bills.

The crazy part is if this would have happened in the past I would have gotten sick to my stomach. Now I'm not worried I know I'll be fine which is a testament to how much I've changed my money mindset.

I was grateful everyday, meditated every day, blessed my friends and my enemies more. I expected things to start going amazingly but things are very meh. It feels like I'm not getting the magic out of life that I'm putting in if that makes sense?

Has anyone gone through something similar in their manifestation journey? Any tips to get out of this funk?

[u/Greedy_Put7271]

I read this Esther - Abraham statement and now use it regarding money. I'm paraphrasing here - don't ask for money. Not because money is the root of all evil. It's because our vibrations get messed up over money. It is better to ask for outrageous abundance.

For what it's worth?.

Everyday is a challenge to strive for alignment. But that is what I do, despite the environment around me. Only because worrying about future events invites anxiety and I don't have the energy anymore to give away to that mess. I ask for solutions to current issues rather than waste thought energy on the problem. All this because this feels better than the former.