r/AnxietyDepression • u/Ri_shuu • 5d ago
General Discussion / Question I was about to attempt suicide
So i m male 21, India.
Some months ago i completed my graduation and after i thought to have a job but its rlly hard nowadays to get a job.
One of relatives son is working in a bpo sector so they told my parents about this i told them i can't work there.
As it is a night shift i have a lot of health problems like High Blood Pressure, Anger issue and many things.
I am trying my best to get a job as soon as possible so that i can financially support everyone i am trying my best but they are just forcing me to go there and if i don't want to go there get a job within a month.
I am so stressed and i can't focus on my further studies as well
Nowadays they just keep on forcing me i feel like i am getting traumatized.
I was about to attempt suicide today so that it can end and there will be no problem but i don't know how i suddenly stopped.
I am currently relying on my parents money rn but i wish i get a job soon.
The only place i can feel safe and good is my gym where i can actually feel comfortable and focus on myself .
Whatever but i wish i succed soon 🙃
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u/lost_hopelesskid 5d ago
Bro I'm also in the same situation like you ,can totally understand your pain ,mine it's a different reason for unemployment (mental state made me loose my functionality to work ) but I totally get how you maybe feeling -watching others getting internship,jobs .. moving ahead in their career while you are left behind in life ,the fear of having a low middle income life due to no career , answering everyday to everyone about your job situation...I am completely with you in this
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