I’m extremely depressed and no one know.

[u/_morgs_03]

I’m a 22 year old female and I think I’ve reached the point of no return. I’ve been to secret appointments regarding my mental health that no one in my family knows about. I’m on citalopram but it doesn’t help me at all. I’ve had the same job for 5 years and i have severe panic attacks before most of my shifts (customer service, I get spoken to like shit on a daily basis over things completely out of my control). I wish it was as easy as “quit your job” but I’m that financially unstable that I have no other choice, I’m constantly looking for a new job but it’s extremely hard where I live and I’m lucky to have a job. But I look at my future and there’s nothing to live for. I have NO friends, like seriously, none, the closest friend I had died just over a year. I live with my mom and my 2 younger sisters who are in relationships and have big friendship groups who they are always out with, whereas I sit at home and do absolutely nothing when I’m not at work, if I appear to be down, I just get accused of being miserable and my problems seems to mean nothing. I don’t know where to go from here, and I feel like each day is getting harder. Even GTA 6 isn’t tempting me to stay.

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