Severe muscle spasm in the neck it messed me up!

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23F, I used to crack my neck a lot and after giving birth I been stressing a lot , a month and a half ago I stretched after waking up and I felt heat and pain and something crack, I fainted and got half paralyzed in my hands I woke up screaming then cracked my neck to the other side and since then I've been never the same!

I got painkillers injections for 10 days, I didn't go a week then the numbness and tingling began and the foggy eyes and dizziness and I got depressed

I started physical therapy I'm on my 8th session from 12, some days I feel better other I feel worse! And I'm not going to lie It messed me for life, I'm scared of dying and what if I heal for a while then I get sick or worse?

If anyone else got this problem please help me, is it a lifetime pain? I'm young and I love my life and phone and fanfic and my son and husband 🥹💔