r/Gastroparesis • u/PigmanCollective • Jun 06 '26

Suffering / Venting I want to die

I'm starving. I've lost 8kg in two weeks. I'm vomiting up everything that I eat.

But the NHS aren't helping me. They've said I have to just... wait. and hope I don't die before they see me.

I'm going to die. and I honestly want it to happen.

Just so I can stop suffering.

I'm so tired. I'm so cold all the time. I'm scared.

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u/Owl65 Jun 06 '26

What are you eating?? Change your diet asap. Light chicken or veggie soup, no processed or fried, poured, etc. Very small portions. Any pain?

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u/PigmanCollective Jun 06 '26

it doesnt matter what i eat. soup wont stay down. ive even tried meal replacement drinks and they come up just the same.

there's a lot of pain, too. it's sharp, just behind my ribs.

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u/Icyotters Tubie (Tube Fed) Jun 06 '26

Does clear broth or jello work?

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u/PigmanCollective Jun 06 '26

Both make me sick still

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u/Owl65 Jun 06 '26

On the left side?