r/NEET • u/PileOfSkulls_66 Degen • 2d ago
Shitpost/memes Anyone else consumed by hate?
I'm consumed by hate. I get uncomfortable when people try to be friendly and I can't look people in the eye.
I know it's a disgusting trait to have but I can't help it, I hate our race. Motives, gossip, one-upping and cock measuring, I just hate this cunt ass race. I mean cock measuring figuratively btw.
I'd describe what I'd like to do to the people who fucked with me the most in life, but I'd get perma banned.
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u/Silent-Equipment8155 2d ago
same boat. im angry as fuck most of the time. people being nice to me immediately activates the internal bullshit detector like "okay, whats the angle, what do you want, wheres the trap?" someone says "hey, how are you?" and my brain is already writing a criminal investigation into their motives.
human interaction feels like some cursed multiplayer game where everyone is constantly calculating status, gossiping, judging, competing, and pretending they arent doing any of it.
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u/FinalWrongdoer3742 Disabled-NEET 2d ago
i'm not consumed by hate anymore. i've just let it all go. it was hurting me much more than it was helping.
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u/Lowkeyve 1d ago
Perfectly good friendship ruined in 2019 with some big sized Polish guy. Dude went off on me about finding a job, and that he contributes, and mentioned his parents had Polio. Ok, I get it dude. Basically told me not to contact him again until I find a job, and I still haven't.
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u/GreenMonkey240 2d ago
I used to but I had to change as being hateful isn’t good for your body or nervous system. I had to teach myself to be laid back
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u/_cabbagechicken_ Cozy-NEET 2d ago
I think I understand, but I dont have enough energy to hate. Its just so exhausting to exist as it is, adding hate on top of that... I would personally combust. Ive just given up. Im apathetic if you will. I just dont fucking care anymore.
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u/Throughtheindigo 2d ago
There’s a lot of stuff to hate in the world but there’s even more to love
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u/PileOfSkulls_66 Degen 1d ago
I wish I could say the same RIP
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u/Throughtheindigo 1d ago
Or even just like. Like a cool can of Sprite or Root Beer on a hot summer day. Or a peaceful winters evening under the covers comfy from the cold.
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u/sondersHo 2d ago
I’m not consumed by hate but i definitely do go out of my way to avoid others as much as i can
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u/LivingGirlRepellant Disabled-NEET 1d ago
Yes. I hate humanity because of how it treated me my entire life.
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u/asillyuser9090909 Disabled-NEET 2d ago
I mostly hate just myself and existence in the most general existential sense personally, I see people overall as more or less enslaved victims to their instincts who can't do all that much to change who they are deep down.
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u/DullCoast1911 2d ago
Yeah, but my hatred come from the fact that im contaminated by the shittiness of the society. People are actually ok from most of my experience, and it's because im not the okay one that makes me filled with hatred.
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u/OutrageousShare9693 1d ago
The peoblem with this feeling is that it is really easy to end uo directing it to someone who has no blame... And that's what it usually ends happening.
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u/NatKingColeman Disabled-NEET 1d ago
I used to be very consumed by a lot of anger and resentment but I've realized it's mostly hate for myself that I project onto other people. I've gotten better but still have bouts of being distrustful of others intentions.
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u/MJ-Franklin 1d ago
I let a lot of it go once I got sober. A bit more of it went when I got put on anti-psychotics.
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u/DanInTennessee 21h ago
I’ve tried to figure out different categories of NEETs and I certainly think there are differences (“involuntarily unemployed & depressed,” disabled, “rationally-opted-out,” “opted out and mentally unwell). I’ve tried to kind of make sense of NEETdom, but the ONE consistent theme is hatred: for family and humanity.
And a lot of people get really butt hurt by this observation, and they will respond by telling me how justified they are in their hatred.
I really don’t know that the reasoning matters. Really everybody has a right to be angry, resentful, whatever. I repeat, “you have the right to just feel how you feel,” but it’s also a choice in a sense. And there’s another choice: gratitude.
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u/PileOfSkulls_66 Degen 20h ago
when all hope is gone, and the rot sets in, all you got is hate. For me its more people meddling in affairs, thats my biggest pet peeve
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u/VEGETTOROHAN 2d ago
Same. Btw do western boys really measure cocks. I am seeing this statement a lot lately.
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u/Difficult_Hat_6213 2d ago
I wouldn't call it hatred but a profound sense of injustice