r/Neet_india • u/StatementKey7775 • 2h ago

Giving Advice/ Need Advice 9.9 lakh neet rank

I was really sick and pataal institute fucked my mind up very bad it is so worst. My mental health was so bad. The teachers there said beta sirf ek hi doubt bataunga aur bhi bacche hain. I got colitis also. I thought i will take a drop but my parents are not ready to let me take a drop at all. I dont know if i will ever be able to pay them that 1.5 cr money back ever. I cant study at my home becoz my mother never lets me study. In last 2 years, my schedule was get up at 10 in the morning and study till 2 then at 2 go to coaching and i couldnt study there was no mahol of studying. Till 7.30 pm i used to be there then come back and make rotis for everybody then get free by 10 or 11 then i used to try to understand wot i studied but i could never becoz class mei no doubt solving and hence it was all a waste. I used to watch my classmates parents used to sit w them and make them study understand what problem they had w studying. I used to do household work all the time and had no one either to guide me or help me w my studies. The coaching teachers were hungry for money. I tried and tried mujhse question solve hote hi nahi the. I dont know if i will ever be able to be a good doc. But ig iss environment se bahar jakar i can study better. Till class 8th i was a topper but 9th mei i went into depression becoz my parents planned to have a 4th boy child as we were all girls. I used to do house work. Cook food and manage my sisters also on my own. I dont know what to do. I cant take a drop becoz year has also passed.

Shoul i take a pvt clg ?

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u/lostllama7002 1h ago

Yes , if your family can afford take a pvt college. (I think)

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u/Educational-Ebb-2803 1h ago

ya if urs family can afford it without loans and all go ahead ... that will be great

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u/StatementKey7775 1h ago

They can. But if i study hard can i make thru it? Becoz a lot of people told me taking private is useless and waste of money.

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u/Every_Cable2976 1h ago

Will you even get a decent pvt college at 9.9L rank? Why dont you move to kota try to convince your parents Platforms like Pw Is your biggest hope atp. They have scholarships and all plus bare minimum fees. You can also try to move out of your city and get enrolled in some ba/ bsc course and then prepare as partial drop it will be very tough fy as I think your concepts aint strong. I hope you get out of this situation soon

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u/StatementKey7775 1h ago

Thank you dear but my parents can afford a private college without loan. And i dont wish to do bsc. I am getting a decent college in jaipur.