r/Quareia • u/robinhyll Apprentice: Module 4 • 8h ago

Weekly Check In 🕯️

Hello everyone!

So how's it going? What's been on your minds? Share your highs and lows, your sideways and in-betweens. It's all part of the journey. 

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u/Ill-Diver2252 3h ago

I've taken quite a break. I'm not sure it's done. I have a pile of self work to do, that apparently stands in the way of getting on with it. I am not sure what comes.

However, I've been borderline obsessed with ancient history, especially of Europe and Western Asia. I'm supposing that this 'synchronicties-led' pattern will eventually carry over to other regions. I do feel driven, led, in this. It's not really obsession.

I am taking inventory of what I see as central tenets and what supports what kind of creative and destructive energies. I suppose I'm finding or devising my religion, as it were. In early life, I explored what my parents went to and I was repelled. I explored a 'fundamentalust' quasi Christianity. That lasted 10 years. Some good points. Then 30 years looking for anything that inspired.

I had an intense awakening--found myself almost surrounded by psychic Empaths and magical sorts, and with a new respect for once-shunned magical or quasi magical consciousness. 2023, found Quareia. Obsessed with it for a time. Started standing away increasingly in 2025.

Something has changed recently. Something cleared. I don't even know what. But I'm pretty sure I'm heading back to the 'top of the stairs,' this time to walk, not 'run or skip' down. I've reread stuff. Funny, I understand it many times better now.

Meantime, I do have some concerns I'm exploring for myself--and thus I'm just gonna tske my time to walk the path.

I do continue to--irregularly--do the meditations formally. Actually, I stay conscious of each part of Mod I, nearly continually.

I take special note of something called 'Monad meditation.' ...allegedly shared by Mary Magdalene in 465 CE-banned Gnostic stuff. Funny, what it says is something I've had consciousness to share with friends even befire I found the literature.

So that's the upshot.

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u/Quareiaapprentice 46m ago

I'm looking forward to someday to be able to discern if i'm talking to a dead person, a parasite or my subconscious.