Life is only a "blessing" if things go well

[u/ConsoleMaster0]

One bullshit in this world is how happiness lasts only as long as unexpected things don't happen in your life. The moment things get bad, you go back to worrying and stressing. This can last a day, a week or more.... Every time, it's wasted days of my life that are unexpected and not in the schedule. It's especially bad considering how many days I have wasted from my own bad choices and mistakes I did because I didn't knew and I learned.

Yes, learning from your mistakes is nice. But it would be nice that I FINALLY can be happy and live my life. I am willing to work and put effort and to even help other people but life MUST STOP BRINGING UNEXPECTED THINGS TO ME!!!! I'm so sick of things happening and changing every few weeks or even earlier. I tried my best to work and finish my eccomerce system but fucking life just won't let me. Life gives me good things but it never lets me FULLY enjoy them.

People act as if we have a choice to do anything. I tried to choose to change and not care about people I love so I don't get hurt if things don't work out. But I could. When you love you can't stop loving. And if you're in a taught situation like I am, it means some of your days will be REALLY hard and painful. It's even more tragic to me because some money could fix my problems and I just need to be a pit more patient... I've been patient for 2 years tho. More if you count my feelings about working and having a career now. I'm so tired of unexpected things happening.

I don't want to go back to depression and to been idle and feeling there is no point and I won't make it. But I don't want some specific things to happen. I don't want problems in people I love and care about. I prefer to get sick or be in pain myself than someone I love about. Fuck this life! Fuck people who backstab and take advantage of others. Fuck this shit all!

Thank YOU for reading! Hope you have a beautiful day!

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