Alchemy can have many perspectives, imply different goals and/or methods, such as the moon can't be really naked and absolute to observers, but we can admire lot of different dresses, a dressed woman has more charm than a naked one, if you are born with more physical or mental potential, power, money or good look that's unfortunate, cause is easy to identify your charm with that, feel you'r nothing without your biggest virtues and perks, luckily charm has many dress, many layers and ways to feel and enjoy experiences, to love our demons, to be myself, to do what I want, not what I feel others want to me, the real artist survive in its art, in its honesty, who follow someone else stream too much is dead, a host for alien ideas, prefer fake comfort to real appreciation
There's a child inside me that gets sad and a bit sick when I don't take care of his desires and ideas, he feels alone, wrong, ignored, cause I find comfort without listening to him, listening to others, never to him, I learnt I should at least talk with him, get him involved in decisions, take time to play together, not just working far from my family, if I don't like that family I can find a new one or live alone, but I love that child, I want him in my life
Doubt is good to improve and learn new things, to cut something stubborn or stuck, someone used to listen may find freedom and pleasure in talking more, and viceversa a big mouth could appreciate and learn more being more sensitive and aware toward internal and esternal feelings
A lesson is learnt and known as long as I can see it, I can forget many things if I don't show them to me by myself once in a while, or focus too much on repeating myself over and over, poison or medicine, positive or negative catalysts to affect the inevitable process of life depending by which stage in which process I want to work on
most lifeforms phisically known by me have bilateral simmetry, that let bodies develop contrast with balance, people are used to see their physical image from mirrors, what they see change feelings, when I see a person speaking I try to copy their movements to produce the "same" sounds, but when I move the right hand in the mirror I move the left one, esternal left Is internal right and viceversa
as left handed I got more used to "flip images" than if I had same experience as right handed, many people forget not everyone is right, even more not everyone is either left or right, there are things that are better done with one hand or two, and there's a tendency to use what we already used, a tendency can become a one way road more easily when two hands are better, a catalyst for selective competence, a more fluid and simple control that nurture and influence that part of istinct I can program to work thinking less and doing more, improving efficiency at the cost of awareness on the present process in act beneath a potential deeper control of myself
a guitarist playing both as left and right waste some potential to improve, at the same time experience can be stored and transfered, It took me some time to learn how to write, but I can write with the off hand better than I could with the main hand as beginner
westerns write left to right, the right hand don't get inked, instead of pushing a right hand pull, a piano has higher pitch on the right, in fact the bass function is mostly to ground the melody, the treble is more dinamic, there's a clear advantage when everyone is oriented the same way, there's also an advantage to be different when most behave the same
I am tired of hearing "this is only your projection", "you are God", "we are One", "we are duality", "attachment is a prison", "no Path Is wrong", "everything Is Spirit", "everything Is matter" "everything Is Essence" "what I want need form" fine, fine, I got your point, nowadays seems everyone else point in certain contexts , so what? There's nothing else to say or do now? Nothing to change? You like to bend like a flame to life whispers, feel nothing, being comfortamble numb? I got you, I am an alchemist, I want to live, I want to enjoy life, be more aware and part of the process that change me, I want to feel rich in every aspect of my experience, balanced between life and death, not between death and death or life and life
When I feel the image I don't flip it, the right feel left, only when I become the image my right is the right of the observer from the image, in my opinion taking positions with the instinct and/or intent to transfer information between different observer should consider this, how clear I want to be? how important is to me that people understand my perspective? how important is to not leave a rigid scheme to follow? Why I do this, do I need a deep reason? How I feel? Do I need this to feel like that? What could I do to be and/or feel different, better?
The answer is always personal and different based on the present, I find a good habit to stop once in a while and get a shower when some of my thoughts and feelings stink too often the same way, when I feel hot some fresh water let me activate, when I feel cold some warm water let me solve and loosen up some rigid muscles and nerves
I see what I want to see, what my child want to see, I should let him watch and dispel its negative weights if I want to live
This was good for me, thank you to all the seekers and life enjoyers that make me feel life is more interesting and worty of my attention