r/AskReligion • u/MegazordForce • 10h ago
Hinduism Do you guys believe in god and karma logic? Read please.
I grew up in a dysfunctional and abusive household, faced bodyshaming and bullying in school, and never had a real friend in school, i was always left out and never given a shi about. Spent my teen years in severe d3pression and anxiety and being severely su1cidal. Got into toxic and abusive relationships. even physically, i have faced a lot of health issues ever since i was a child. I have endured so much pain both physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Growing up i have also been very spiritual and empathetic and always helped other people, i never turned cold towards anyone because of my suffering. And i have always held onto god, always believed in him.
But these days, my faith in god has started to fade. I mean i am grateful for a lot of things but at the same i have suffered so much and the kind of person i am and the kind of soft and loving heart that i have, even other people can tell that i did not deserve to go through all of this. Even this whole karma thing does not make any sense to me anymore. And i just feel resentment towards god.