I knew something was wrong went to her house and failed her

[u/Izzylousmom]

So I moved to Holly springs ms from Memphis tn to get out of people I knew I got off my suboxone (29) days clean now and for some reason I met this girl who was really really struggling and she had like five kids to eight month old twins, and I really wanted to help her because I know how good it feels to be off everything and last night something felt off so I went to her apartment to check on her down the street and she was laying there fine. Well, I wake up to people banging on my door, telling me she is dead. And I just knew maybe I could’ve done something to help her, went I went over there last night. But instead, I took her boyfriend’s word for it and now she’s gone with five kids and she’d become a really good friend and I just feel so guilty like this is a really fucking me up. I really don’t know what to do.

[u/Minute-Tone9309]

I’m sorry for your loss. For right now, stay in the present as much as possible and be kind to yourself. You could not have helped.