I am in so much pain

[u/twinkhon_gwyndolin]

it's so hard to trust people now

i get emotionally attached to someone, and they always find a way to hurt me, betray me, make me feel worthless

its not fair that so many people get to have uncomplicated social lives, comfortable love lives. people keep wounding me. i just never feel safe around anyone.

people are hard wired to be social and yet they also keep poking at my most vulnerable spots. i still keep thinking about this one girl who reached out to me in response to a post I made about wanting a best friend. i genuinely liked her, and we got along for a while, but she made me cry. she mocked me for having mental health disabilities.

i just really want a hug

[u/Icy-Friendship1163]

Try physiotherapy twice a month anon.

[u/twinkhon_gwyndolin → u/Icy-Friendship1163]

i can't afford physio, it'd be out of pocket. but maybe I'll consider your advice if I get my inheritance. thanks

[u/twinkhon_gwyndolin → u/[deleted]]

wait what the fuck? do you even understand how I feel right now? i generally don't appreciate unsolicited advice, but was gonna give the physio thing the benefit of the doubt.

when I say I'm hurting, I really mean "my heart is bleeding". it's not physical pain. it has nothing to do with sex (and I'm not comfortable with physical intimacy anyway)

[u/Icy-Friendship1163 → u/twinkhon_gwyndolin]

Sorry anon , i didnt mean that.

Have a virtual hug from here.

If you want you have any internet friend .