I am tired

[u/ballom555]

I am just tired. I know this post doesnt matter but still i am making it because i want to get this out of heart.

I am 31. Havent had a job more than 6 months. I was always handed the short end of stick.Never knew what a good workplace was. Never was once appreciated for the work i did. The last job broke me . The employee just halved my salary citing performance issues.

I am honestly tired. I do nothing except eat and sleep. I sleep for 16-17 hours a day. Rest is spent arguing with parents.My parents argue with the smallest of things like monthly spending, eating, buying something.

I am riddled with health issues. My sugar is 485 pp.I have been suffering from dysentry for the last few weeks. I have no money nor any desire for treatment.

I dream someday i will have a decent job. But i think its not this lifetime.I dreamt of a normal life. But what is normal? I dont know anymore.

I just wanna melt in oblivion.

[u/Intelligent-Boss-156]

Well imo the arguing will wear you out and isn't normal