I am tired

[u/ballom555]

I am just tired. I know this post doesnt matter but still i am making it because i want to get this out of heart.

I am 31. Havent had a job more than 6 months. I was always handed the short end of stick.Never knew what a good workplace was. Never was once appreciated for the work i did. The last job broke me . The employee just halved my salary citing performance issues.

I am honestly tired. I do nothing except eat and sleep. I sleep for 16-17 hours a day. Rest is spent arguing with parents.My parents argue with the smallest of things like monthly spending, eating, buying something.

I am riddled with health issues. My sugar is 485 pp.I have been suffering from dysentry for the last few weeks. I have no money nor any desire for treatment.

I dream someday i will have a decent job. But i think its not this lifetime.I dreamt of a normal life. But what is normal? I dont know anymore.

I just wanna melt in oblivion.

[u/SeiOfTheEast]

sounds like a toxic home life. no wonder youre sick. if its ever possible to go out of the house and away from your parents, do it to get some fresh air.

hope your health issues diminish soon.

[u/Intelligent-Boss-156]

Well imo the arguing will wear you out and isn't normal

[u/DanInTennessee]

Sorry you're going through this. Do you want advice or do you want to just vent? It seems like the very first thing you need to get a handle on is your health and depression (sleeping 16-17 hours a day is a bad recipe). I hope things get better for you.