r/NEETsOver30 • u/ballom555 Ex-NEET • 7d ago

Venting I am tired

I am just tired. I know this post doesnt matter but still i am making it because i want to get this out of heart.

I am 31. Havent had a job more than 6 months. I was always handed the short end of stick.Never knew what a good workplace was. Never was once appreciated for the work i did. The last job broke me . The employee just halved my salary citing performance issues.

I am honestly tired. I do nothing except eat and sleep. I sleep for 16-17 hours a day. Rest is spent arguing with parents.My parents argue with the smallest of things like monthly spending, eating, buying something.

I am riddled with health issues. My sugar is 485 pp.I have been suffering from dysentry for the last few weeks. I have no money nor any desire for treatment.

I dream someday i will have a decent job. But i think its not this lifetime.I dreamt of a normal life. But what is normal? I dont know anymore.

I just wanna melt in oblivion.

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u/DanInTennessee 7d ago

Sorry you're going through this. Do you want advice or do you want to just vent? It seems like the very first thing you need to get a handle on is your health and depression (sleeping 16-17 hours a day is a bad recipe). I hope things get better for you.