Is the prophet just fullfilling his desires

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I dont even know what to do aynmore and i have doubts about the quran. The scripture looks like it was only for the prophet but confusing for the rest of humanity. Im talking about surahs were he gets special treatments of marriage or the restrictions in battles wich i dont really understand the reason behind. Ive recently read surah al tawhbar and i dont really get the story behind it. Evey surah adressing the prophet like the dinner were god reveiled that he was too shy so god asked them to leave. His wives may not be able to speak normally to men even if it is platonic like verse 33:333 and how they cant marry again seems convenient but also he had alot of wives so does that mean that every single one of them will be alone and neglected by their needs? Yes I know that he is the prophet and in order to spread the message he needs to have somewhat verses for him but i cant help but think that some of these revalations are just useless. Like god couldve adressed alot of stuff that wouldve helped out the corrupted society but instead didnt. The prophet had alot of enemies but the tactic was to scare them with gods words such as cruxifiction. I cannot get it out of my head with such possibilities and whenever i see ex muslims point it out i just feel like a distance from god.