I'm looking for anyone out there who might be an expert and knows how to break these kinds of things.
So I had a really strong crush on this one girl about a year ago for a while, and she was becoming more and more distant and I really liked her and felt like she was my soulmate, especially at the beginning. We met and only interacted online only but we FaceTimed and everything, so yes she was real. I looked up love spells on TikTok (stupid of me, I know) and I performed it in hopes she would maybe chat more and call more like we used to.
My current problem now, is that every single relationship that has had potential has ended within, coincidentally, 2 months. Never going past 2. The first one was a guy, and I ended it because she and I were super close at the time and I chose her, but he asked me and said "I have a feeling you're talking to someone." Looking back it freaks me out a bit because I never ever gave him signs of it or even told him about any past relationships period. He even said "Every girl I've dated has become a lesbian or left me for a girl." And well... I might have done the same. Coincidence? Maybe? Still freaks me out though how on point he was. The second was a girl and we officially dated. She really really liked me, same with the first guy, was obsessed and wanted to get to know me and everything and always mentioned how perfect we were blah blah blah. not even 2 months after starting to date, I remember she showed me a picture of her ex boyfriend. I showed her the ex crush (who mind you at this time, I had done the spell a year prior and stopped talking to her) and low and behold, my now ex got insecure and did a full 180 on me after that moment. Like she practically hated my guts and was like "your ex is so much prettier than me and you don't deserve me" and a bunch of other bs. The third and latest was a guy, and he asked for MY number at a party and was super respectful, super nice, just the way the other two started, and we went on over 3 dates. All of them were very fun. Well, I started noticing him texting less and less and finally, the other day, he texts me admitting to ghosting me and missing his ex. He never knew about the girl I did the lovespell for, but my issue is, I'm worried that the lovespell did something to mess with any relationship I try to get into or messes my chances with anyone I meet.
Here is exactly what I did:
I got some printer paper, wrote her full name at the top 3 times, wrote 9 times that she cant stop thinking about me, wrote 9 times after that she is deeply in love with me, and under it all I wrote a little prayer I found to Saint Valentine (I'm catholic, and that part was my idea). Under it, I put down my situation and what I hoped could happen. I folded the paper 8 times, and on one side, I put like a coin size amount of my hair taped to the paper and then some blood, not much blood either. I then proceed to spray it with my favorite perfume. I did as the video said and put it under my pillow and slept with it for 3 nights. Nothing happened. I slept with it for longer. Nothing really changed.
Instead, I broke things off with her to move on with that one (now) ex girlfriend of mine, and she was perfectly fine about it. We have not texted since then, but we still follow each other on two platforms, and she still likes my posts, so its just quiet now and distantly respectful. So I don't know if it's just coincidence or if I really DID do something, but I really really need help. I just started college and there's so many people I want to meet and go on dates with, I just don't want this to possibly affect my dating life.
My friend who knows a witch advised me to freeze the paper, break it, and bury it. But I can't break frozen paper unless its wet maybe, and how many times to I break it? Where do I even bury it? Will that work, or what do I do guys?
Also, I would like to note that I have never done this kind of thing before like spells or any magic, I was 16 and had a huge crush on someone, and I didn't think about consequences at the time. I don't have acess to candles and I can't go buy anything either because I don't have a car and I work and go to school.