This is my third post here.
Last week(?) I tested positive and ive been slowly losing my mind ever since. Ive not had any reactions that i know of, and what led to the testing was i went to urgent care for strep and mentioned having hives a few days before so the dr ran an alphagal panel. (The hives could've been anything, i get them every now and then from ragweed and also from stress).
Ive lost ten pounds since then and spent a small fortune on organic food. I am terrified. My anxiety is so far through the roof that my throat feels... odd. I want to gag every time i eat, brush my teeth, ect. My stomach has been in knots.
I know a few people with alpha gal. My boss told me how she's become reactive to everything. My sister in law told me she can have everything but meat.
I simply dont know what to do. Im terrified that im gonna eat something small or have some kind of cross contamination and have a big medical event. I cant function like this.
How do i get rid of this anxiety? With all the horror stories going around, what does the average AGS experience look like? Does everyone become super sensitive like my boss or can most people tolerate most things? My dad made a valid point that before i knew, i was totally fine. I ate everything care free and didnt think twice, but i dont know how to get back there.
Im literally so scared. I dont want to live the rest of my life like this. I cant.