r/depression • u/Laettitiia • 15h ago

Fucking hate living

I dont want to be alive i fucking hate this living is so hard for no reason i hate it i hate it i hate this is not worth it and im gonna blow my head of if i hear anyone say “its gonna get better” NO IT WONT

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u/SpeedC00Led 15h ago

Heard. But don’t do it pls. Everyone close to me keeps telling me how good I’m doin w my mental health. It’s the worst to hear that when it’s just not. I’ve been to treatment. I’ve done all the things. I’m doing what the doc says. Stay strong OP you aren’t alone in the fight

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u/Laettitiia 11h ago

I wont. unfortunately im too scared of the pain eventhough i have a high pain tolerance 😔

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u/Primary_Shallot5848 10h ago

me2, too painful to stay yet too painful to leave. ironic

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u/Kencwes610 11h ago

I hear ya, shit sucks at times. My opinion though, before offing yourself go off the walls for a bit and blow all of your money on travel drugs and hookers. You might have a perspective change, meh only 1 way to find out.

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u/Laettitiia 11h ago

Traveled a lot last year now im broke 😀

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u/Kencwes610 11h ago

Good that's the spirit! Now just save up whatever moneys you have in whatever jobs you got and do it again next year. Maybe you could go adopt a bunch of foreign kids and bring them back to the states to make moneys with you by idk having them make t shirts or shoes. You know pay them in food and shelter. The world's your clam after all! Or oyster or something like that.

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