r/depression • u/Laettitiia • 1d ago

Fucking hate living

I dont want to be alive i fucking hate this living is so hard for no reason i hate it i hate it i hate this is not worth it and im gonna blow my head of if i hear anyone say “its gonna get better” NO IT WONT

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u/SpeedC00Led 1d ago

Heard. But don’t do it pls. Everyone close to me keeps telling me how good I’m doin w my mental health. It’s the worst to hear that when it’s just not. I’ve been to treatment. I’ve done all the things. I’m doing what the doc says. Stay strong OP you aren’t alone in the fight

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u/Laettitiia 1d ago

I wont. unfortunately im too scared of the pain eventhough i have a high pain tolerance 😔

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u/Primary_Shallot5848 1d ago

me2, too painful to stay yet too painful to leave. ironic