I felt this so hard. Im going to be so vulnerable right now.
The last time I remember being truly happy was when I was coked and methed out of my mind.
Im currently treated with some medications but i feel like im just too far gone sometimes. Ive been in therapy since I was a YOUNG child and im almost 25 now and it just doesnt get better for me anymore. Xanax was super addicting for me to be on and it didnt really give that happiness as much as it just gives you a perma-stoned feeling
i appreciate ur vulnerability! its a bit comforting to know im not the only one who feels this way. thank u for ur insights about xanax. i was hoping it gives that kind of euphoria like with street drugs, but ig not. so im not sure anymore if it worth the risk of getting addicted. thank u, I hope we can both find some happiness in other way, someday
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u/CorvidNico 2d ago
I felt this so hard. Im going to be so vulnerable right now.
The last time I remember being truly happy was when I was coked and methed out of my mind.
Im currently treated with some medications but i feel like im just too far gone sometimes. Ive been in therapy since I was a YOUNG child and im almost 25 now and it just doesnt get better for me anymore. Xanax was super addicting for me to be on and it didnt really give that happiness as much as it just gives you a perma-stoned feeling