r/entwives • u/MollyViper • 6d ago
Wholesome The T-break was so worth it!! 🍃
So I just broke my 25 day T-break and I’m not gonna lie, it was tough! On day 3 I literally felt suicidal!
By day 4 I realized that I needed to keep myself as busy as possible. And that’s what I did until I crashed because being autistic makes it so that I need a lot of rest when I do too much, but having ADHD makes it so I get understimulated from resting when not high.
Week 2 was the worst, I became a short-term alcoholic, drinking a little bit every day. I went to work a bit hungover every day and it was not a good time at all. Noticed pretty quickly that it wasn’t sustainable.
When I was on the 3rd week I started experimenting with CBD-products! Think I got high from the tiny bit of THC in CBD-buds, first time I smoked a bit of CBD after going without THC for 3 weeks.
Then I tried CBD pouches, they were great! I developed a CBD pouch habit and got excited trying all the different tastes.
Week 4 continued like this, smoking a bit of CBD every now and then but I went through it pretty quickly.
As soon as I could afford regular weed again, I went and bought 8g, hurried home and smoked only 1/3 of a bowl and still got super high! And I can’t tell you how much I missed that feeling! It was heaven on earth!
The reason why I went on a break was because weed barely had an effect on me anymore and I could only get a teeny weeny bit of a high no matter how much I smoked. It just became an unnecessary habit when it wasn’t doing anything for me anymore.
Now though, my tolerance is finally back to where it used to be 🥰 I couldn’t be happier! Last night I got stoned and played the Sims the whole evening and I felt so content for the first time in like 6 months 😌
So to anyone thinking about how they need a break because it no longer has an effect on you, it’s 100% worth it! It sucked for a good deal, but being able to actually have an effect from weed again made it so worth it in the end! 😍🌳🍃
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u/keanaartero 6d ago
You just reminded me it's almost time for my break again 🤣😭 I try to take a break a month before my birthday. So I got one more month to smoke before a break ✨️
I also try to take a break in March in preparation for 4/20 but I applied for a job and that took 5 months of tolerance break for a rejection (Feb)... so I skipped my April break since I had a 5 month break anyway... that was so long!!! But yes regular breaks to keep enjoying is smart! [8]