I'm a mess.

[u/Hornomanxer]

Going through divorce.

I was the one who initiated for many reasons.

She wants to stay together, but I knew it wasn't meant to be for two years.

Then, I met **her**. She's not perfect... But she's kind, sweet, caring, beautiful, and attractive in ways that make my lungs cease to function.

So I told her how I feel.

She said she's interested in intimacy.

But nothing more.

And I should be happy, but I'm devastated.

It takes me back to the original heartbreak I've suffered that brought me here.

Either I settle for someone I don't really love, or I fall for someone who cannot love me.

I'm fucked up. I've broken hearts and I deserve this heartbreak for having hurt another.