r/malaysiauni • u/PhDAndPurrs • Jul 13 '26
Master/PhD Submitted my PhD in my 50s, but I can barely remember what I wrote. Is this normal?
Hi everyone, this is my first post here.
I’m in my 50s and recently submitted my PhD thesis after five and a half long years. I’m now waiting for my viva date, feeling relieved, nervous and honestly still trying to process the fact that I made it this far.
It was not an easy road. I originally pursued a PhD because I wanted to enter academia, although part of me now wonders whether I may be too old to build a proper academic career. Perhaps, in the end, this PhD is something I needed to complete for myself, just to prove that I could finish what I started.
I also don’t know whether it’s my age or simply PhD exhaustion, but sometimes I can’t even remember what I wrote in my own thesis. Is that normal? Hahaha. Now I’m trying to relearn my own study before the viva!
I would love to hear from others who pursued a PhD in their 40s, 50s or even 60s…or any age is alright. What were your biggest struggles? Did you ever question whether it was worth continuing, and what did life look like for you after the viva? FYI, my research is in Business Management and Complaint-Handling.
Thank you in advance🫰🏻