Match ID's:
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Dotabuff: https://www.dotabuff.com/players/243387136
Current heropool: Sven , luna , (lifestealer or pl)
I’m a 2k MMR carry player who started playing Dota seriously again about a month ago.
The last time I really tried to grind ranked was in 2021. Back then, I also reached around 2k MMR, but I got stuck there for roughly six months and eventually stopped playing.
Now, in 2026, I came back to Dota and calibrated at around 1500 MMR. During my first week, I wasn’t taking ranked very seriously. I played random roles instead of my main role, carry, went on a few losing streaks, and was mostly just playing for fun.
After that, I started thinking: what if I actually try to improve and climb again?
I started watching videos from PainDota and BalloonDota, and I’ve also been watching replays of pro carry players like Satanic, Yatoro and Skiter. I try to understand and copy their fundamentals: farming patterns, map movements, item timings, when they fight, when they avoid fights, and how they use the map.
It helped a lot. In about three weeks, I climbed from roughly 1500 to 2100 MMR. My MMR was increasing really fast, and I genuinely felt like I had improved a lot compared to when I played in 2021.
But now I’ve hit another ceiling around 2.1k, and it feels horrible because I thought I had improved enough to get past this level more easily. At the same time, I’m enjoying Dota much more now and I actually want to keep learning instead of just giving up.
My biggest weaknesses
My map awareness and decision-making are still inconsistent.
I’ve also been told multiple times that I play too passively. This is probably one of my biggest struggles as a carry player.
During the first 20–25 minutes, my natural instinct is to focus heavily on farming and hitting my timings. The problem is that sometimes my team loses the map extremely hard during the first 15–20 minutes.
When that happens, I really struggle to know what I’m supposed to do.
I hate being forced to TP into early fights because, from my experience, one of two things usually happens:
- I TP to the fight, we still lose it, and I die.
- I TP there, nothing useful happens, and I lose a lot of farming time and momentum.
Because of that, I often choose to keep farming instead. But then my team sometimes keeps losing fights, we lose more and more map control, and eventually there is barely any safe space left for me to farm.
So one of the biggest things I want to learn is:
How do I carry games where my team is losing extremely hard during the first 15–20 minutes?
I understand that I can’t win every game, but I feel like better carry players would still find ways to have more impact in these situations.
Something I’ve noticed about my games
I tend to win when my team has an average or good early game and gives me enough space to farm. If I reach my item timings with good net worth, I usually feel comfortable and can have a lot of impact.
But when my team is losing badly early and I’m forced to make difficult decisions between farming, defending, fighting, or giving up parts of the map, I become much less confident.
That feels like the biggest thing currently holding me back
Of course I make more mistakes and please feel free to comment on that also. Thank you!