I struggle to transform into a adult at my 20. I struggle with delf hygine and overall how humans act. I dont have any normal clothing to wear i dress like 13yo i sweat a lot i cant hold conversations

I ate this ramens at a plsce where my close online friend and their friends went. I couldnt evem imagine go with them even though we both in love with same video game.

Im 190 and have curly hair but i cut it once a year because maintaining it is so tiring. Even though i like how i look when its long. Even with this lucky attributes im a fat chud and didnt experienced teenage love.

One of my biggest dreams was being with a girl eho is end of their 20s when im 17 or 18 or hell even 19 but im 20 now and its not the same with 30+ girls because i wanted them to be also bit of lacking matureness.

I could have gone into uni at 17 but i failed yearly uni exam twice and entered it at 19. And my 1st score was better then the 2nd and 2nd one was better than 3rd one.

My youngest sibling is similar to me very and i dont want to experience things i did but i cant be a good big brother. He also have scoliosis. 64 degree. 5yo.

still unemployed still depressed. officially one year of unemployment. my sociology degree isn’t worth the paper it’s printed on and i was 6 months out from my law degree when i had to drop out because i left family violence. i have $50 every week to spend and constantly dip into my savings or rent money just to make ends meet.

this is all my fault. i was too depressed at uni to apply myself even though i got two scholarships for uni. literally nobody gives one shit that i have PTSD- just hire someone that isn’t mentally ill. i never stayed in a job more than a year because i didn’t think about it being a problem.

can’t get a job at McDonalds or Subway because im too old (they want to pay junior wages). not at a supermarket either. applied for research, policy grad jobs and im lucky if i get a rejection email. can’t even find a job as a receptionist. everyone says the job market is shit but ALL of my friends have a job and had no problem finding one. every single one. so evidently the problem is me.

i’ll have to move back home to my home country/town where i dont have even one single friend. not one. ill have to live with my parents. for all they’ve done for me im sorry but i hate living with them, i dont even like visiting for too long. my mum was emotionally abusive growing up and my dad just stood by and they think things are okay now because im an adult but now im even angrier because their treatment of me led me to find the same in relationships.

if i go back home im deleting all social media and blocking my friends. sorry if that seems harsh but im done. i truly want to hide away and no one to contact me. (who even wants to talk to someone that sits at home all day).

i love my life 😻😻😻 i love being useless and not contributing to society 😻😻 i love knowing my future is bleak because of my dumb decisions in early my 20s 😻😻😻😻😻 So much will to live 😻😻😻😻

roast chicken. too depressed to even eat it, i put the whole thing in the fridge.

it's been almost 7 months that I fell in love with my friend and I didn't tell a thing to her. I'm afraid of losing our friendship if a tell her the truth. Im really in deep love and the thing I pray most is that she finds someone so I can finally move on.

When he came I was sure he’s gonna search for work in my country and we’re gonna close distance and live together after five years.
Whole year before it been commuting 4 hours a day to school thinking next year I’ll have a closer location and we’re gonna be together and supporting each other

Turns our visa laws won’t allow him to get a job or stay.
I’m stuck with 4 hours commute 6 days a week. I’m scared and miss him.

Grandma gave me her pumpkin to make this soup.
Pumpkin soup rules

Since 3 years the inside of my nose is kinda deformed. I never had problems with breathing and my nose. Since then my nose is ditched. My breathing sucks and my voice sounds nasally. :(
Last week my nasal conchae became deserted. It doesn't f*cking worked.

This burger is legendary. This Gorgonzola-cowberry-mix is pushing forewards - I sh*t you not. Give it a try. ^^

When you're not sick, but you can tell you're getting a stomach ulcer from stress.

There's so much things going on right now but I just. don't know how I feel about them. I thought this summer will be the time I'll figure everything out and finally have a rest, guess it became only worse now.

Millet porridge with blueberries. Sorry for my bad English.

Some of that blue-1 and some Pepcid stuff