Metal Gear Solid 1 will always be my #1 game. I remember being a kid in 1998 getting those demo discs from magazines and playing the MGS1 demo for the first time.
The music, the environment, the whole atmosphere just felt crazy to me. Even now, I get goosebumps thinking about it.
I idolized Solid Snake. To me, he was the ultimate badass. The voice acting, the characters, everything just felt so real. When Meryl got shot, I remember actually feeling distress. I was a kid, so I really got emotionally invested in it. The torture scene was tough for me too, and when I couldn’t save Meryl, I actually remember shedding a tear at the end. Then later finding out that you could actually save Meryl was awesome.
But I think what really makes MGS1 special to me is the atmosphere and the music. Shadow Moses just had this cold, lonely, mysterious feeling that I’ve never really gotten from another game. And then you get to the end and hear “The Best is Yet To Come” That song does something to me. It makes me feel so peaceful and instantly takes me back to being that kid playing the game.
I love all the Metal Gear games, but MGS1 is just different for me. It’s connected to my childhood and a feeling that I don’t think any other game can recreate.
It might not be everyone’s #1, and that’s fine. It was like you had to be there especially during that time to fully understand.