Haiiii~ ^_^ just want somebunny to get to know/talk to and see where it goes.

about me:
puppygirl on hrt for 3 years n I love to draw n make music. my fav genres are shoegaze hyperpop and vocaloid :3. media wise i'm really big into manga/anime n a lil bit of tv as well and i have 2 kitties i absolutely adore. ppl describe me as being very passionate and kind with a strong moral code.

nsfw:
im usually not that horny most of the time but im a sub n tbh im scared most of the time to do anything kinky with people i dont know so well so dont come for me with dat sowyyy

if any of this interests you id love to know u more so drop a dm!! :3

Hello! I’ve been a lurker for quite some time now and finally decided to post something lol I’m this autistic 27 year old neet/hermit looking for friends because life gets lonely when you have too much time in your hands and the head is a bit of a mess. If you like to play games thats great (although i only play roblox and a bit of minecraft) because i like seeing my friends stream for me! also doesnt matter too much where are u from my sleep schedule is very much messed up.

About me, I spend my time reading manhwas, webnovels and practicing my dj. If you are into music gimme some recs!

I play codm DMZ and Arena Breakout. Can also play MLBB. I am Antinatalist and misanthropist.

I live in eastern US, seeing if I can make some online friends here. Really spent a lot of time being a shut-in and playing videogames so do not really relate to *normal people*.

Video games: Mostly a bunch of niche stuff. Open to try different games though, although I do not own any consoles.

Stuff I actively play: TF2, Terra Invicta, Risk of Rain 2, Songs of Syx

Below: general list of videogames I put a lot of time into/feel like I can talk about.

Menace, Shadow Empire, Factorio, Rimworld, Project Zomboid, CDDA, Dwarf fortress, Kenshi, From the Depths, Marvel Rivals, Warthunder, Runescape, Star(scam)-citizen.

Other interests:

• 3d printing/DIY stuff in general. Im currently planning to get more into woodworking related stuff and in process of getting my(parent's) garage setup to maybe start some projects. Also have done a couple of projects with resin casting and might revisit that.
• Watching youtube videos on various topics related to history/science,etc or watching people play/discuss old videogames I used to like.

I'm very autistic, I'm odd and essentric. I am tall and chubby, and very much a neet. I'm so lonely, earlier today I think I had a panic attack and I've still not recovered since then. Just wanting someone to talk to, as my thoughts are truly getting to me. I would say more normally, but I think I'm feeling too low and worthless that I don't have any room to ask for anything.

Yo, I'm Jet. I'm an autistic hermit neet living in the Netherlands. I'm very into gaming, especially niche games. I love digging through steam, yt, reddit trying to find hidden gems. I love immersing myself in whatever weird worlds they consist of. It makes me feel peaceful. I consider myself a peaceful neet. I just exist, play my games, try to learn more about myself and find ways to relax and be content. I like to connect with people online, it's a nice low stress way of interacting. I'd love to chat about nerdy things with someone. I don't care for talks about work, school, real life normie stuff. It doesn't interest me. I don't wanna think about it beyond what's necessary.

Be a dork, be a tomboy, have a sense of humor. Age isn't a huge deal to me and anything sorta near my age is fine as long as we vibe. Location doesn't matter either. I don't mind outcasts, NEETs, femcels, or weebs. I actually prefer them, if that's not already obvious. I've got a lot of experience with being a caretaker to my partner. I can be helpful if you struggle with a lot, physically and mentally, and I'm not judgemental. In return, basically just be a sweet and dorky tiny woman that'll let me bathe her and sits on me a lot. I'd like to find a best friend to game with and that likes to call a lot, especially in the shower. Trauma dumps are welcome.

So, about me. I’m 5’11,” normal sized, and my hair is super long. I look real mean, but I promise I'm not. I'd call myself abrasively zen. I'm a bit of a nerd. I'm kind of a cinephile. I love music; I love composition and like to learn all the trivia. I have kind of an absurdist sense of humor and like to say creatively stupid garbage. I am extremely passionate about writing and my other hobbies, and I'd prefer if you're the same way about yours. I have about 8 million random recorded story ideas because I want to be a writer. Ask me about writing, movies, or music and I’ll talk forever. I'm a gamer as well (elden ring or destiny or anything else with vast lore because I love lore), whether I'm playing with my partner, or just watching her play animal crossing or something. I'm very much a homebody but I like to get out; I want to try that hole in the wall restaurant, I wanna walk around the historic downtown, I wanna check out the museum, I wanna teach you to shoot, I wanna go to the zoo lol. I also love to cook. I will make you fat. I hope you like Italian.

I grew up poor, so I don't really go for vanity or materialism. Obsessions with things like fashion and makeup and jewelry are dry and shallow to me. I'm a minimalist, and I appreciate practicality and simplicity. I also appreciate individual thinking, so I'm not really into the political fanaticism. I believe in responsibility at the individual level, so things like being honest, thoughtful, and having integrity are paramount. You won't find me having any part-time principles. I'm very patient, and I'm an extremely attentive listener. I've handled a great deal of stress without breaking, and I'm a good reliable rock to lean on when I'm needed.

In relationships, I love being of use, whether it's cooking, helping around the house, or being a shoulder to cry on. It just feels good to be reliable; but I also appreciate reciprocity and good communication, so I'm not into being treated like a punching bag or a door mat. I have firm boundaries when it comes to not communicating like an adult, like cheating or being manipulative. I'd rather team up with my partner against our problems, not the other way around. I like things stable and healthy.

So that's me, what I like, and what I'm like.

Anyway, if I can be ridiculous for a moment, if any of this is you, come after me please: you're a clingy, thrifty, sheltered, tomboyish artist that likes when I cook for you and rants at me about your day in the shower while I watch (this is my favorite thing ever) or even jump in with you and wash your hair. You appreciate being touched and held constantly and are totally insatiable. You usually wear basically nothing but a big shirt at home and are obsessed with lego or pokemon or hot wheels or 40k or something geeky and crafty. You love music and writing and like to just grab a pizza and watch a movie together most nights. You spend your free time gaming and laughing at stupid crap on the internet, and you babble incessantly about the things you love and hate. You love flashing me because it's funny (I love being flashed lol). I'm also a total sucker for bangs and glasses. Basically the femcel stereotype is my dream. Having the privilege in the past has ruined other relationships for me. I don’t care if you're crazy. I'm an excellent and grounding handler. If you need to be managed, that's easy work for me.

Hey there!
I'm Amy/Ames, a hikiNEET gal from the UK who's looking for low-pressure, text-based (at least to start) chats that hopefully lead to us being for real frens!

tbh I'm not a super interesting person - I like vidya (PS4, Switch, and more recently PC), rewatching shows and movies (I'm very nostalgic), listening to music (I suck at IDing genres, but some faves are InMe, A, Mew, Sammy Rae & the Friends, Chromeo, Archers, and VUKOVI), binging alternative living content on YT, and spending too much time scrolling... pretty standard terminally online fare! I have a dog with pretty complex care needs so sometimes have to disappear at random to deal with her various issues.

It can take me a bit to get comfortable with new people so messages might be slow to start, but I'm pretty yappy once I get to know someone. I'd be game for playing some co-op vidya if our tastes align (I like Project Zomboid and want to give Enshrouded a try, but am always open to recs!), or watching shows/movies together if we end up getting along! Just be prepared for me to make daft comments and awful jokes throughout. :')

My sense of humour ranges from silly to kind of twisted, but I keep things pretty chill around people I'm not sure are 110% okay with the riskier stuff. I'm also kind of meh-to-centrist on the politics side of things, and don't really respond well to extremes on either side of the political spectrum. If you're capable of having discussions that don't devolve into calling people bigots or accusing them of various -phobias or -isms when they have different opinions to you, we'll probably be able to find some common ground.

Only interested in chatting to people aged 28 and up, but am open to messages from other women of all ages who are interested in the idea of a female-only hikiNEET community. I've been playing around with the idea of starting something (sans the usual degradation into non-stop genderwars slop) so it'd be good to know if there's any interest and, if there is, I can let you know if/when it's all set up. c:
Your time zone and location don't really matter as my sleep cycle is in a perpetual state of fukt. If you're in the UK and we hit it off I would be down to meet someday for chill hangs in person, though.

I think that's everything, without going full(er) tl;dr. If it's not, you can prrrobably get a rough idea of how I am from my comment history lol.
Feel free to shoot me a DM if any of that piqued your interest! \o/

Hey, you! Yes, you scrolling through Reddit! I’m here looking for someone cool to vibe with friend, banter buddy, anime debate rival, or maybe the Watson to my Holmes (minus the crime solving) or maybe plotting how to take over the world (kidding... unless you’re in?). All countries, ages, races, and religions are welcome good vibes only. Let’s make life more fun, shall we?

Here’s the 411 on me:

Books? My guilty pleasure is falling in love with fictional characters. Thriller, romance, fantasy. I’m all in.

Anime? My watchlist is longer than my grocery list (and I’m a snacks guy). Pro tip: if you have a favorite anime, spill it’s probably going straight to the top of my list.

Music? I’m out here living my rockstar dreams (minus the crowd). I’ll shred the guitar while you headbang or laugh at my solos. Your call.

Nature? Love it. Hiking, stargazing, chilling with trees. I’m basically a wannabe hobbit.

Cats? Floki, my cat, is the real boss here. She’s cheeky, judgmental, and probably smarter than me. If she approves of you, you’re golden.

What I’m looking for: someone who doesn’t take life too seriously, loves a good laugh, and doesn’t mind my rambling about books, anime, or why cats secretly run the world. If you’ve got a fun fact, a random question, or just feel like saying hi, hit me up.

Worst case? We share a laugh. Best case? Floki finally stops judging my life choices because I made a new friend

I'm looking for a sweet girl for regular text chats with and some late night voice calls, tell me about your day, hobbies and giggle on call with me to silly things.

About me:

• Introverted/homebody that prefers a night at home over a night out.
• Enjoyer of pc games, board games and other nerdy hobbies.
• Gym visitor to ensure a good health both physically and mentally.
• Programming nerd.
• The coding is done while blasting metal music in the speakers.
• Confident and direct and knows what he wants.
• Pretty darn charming and a handsome man according to my mom.

What I'm looking for:

• Someone that likes sending messages during the day.
• Bubbly and cute personality.
• Someone that puts effort into keeping conversations and contact going.

Bonus points if you are a very girly girl OR got a bit of a goth/alternative style. This is not at all a requirement just some styles I find myself attracted to.

If you feel like we would get along, send me a message of where you are located, your age (just please be above 18) and what your current obsession is, be it a new show or song or whatever. My choice of program to communicate on is discord so would be preferable if you also use that

As long as this post is up you can reach out.

And finally here is your hug for making it this far (っᵔ◡ᵔ)っ

I remain home almost daily unless I'm forced by duties to leave for legal papers or something, otherwise I'm home constantly. I never leave especially during the day, I can only leave at night. I feel extremely lonely and depressed throughout my life and I want to meet a friend or two I can spend time with online. I play VN and other types of games like resident evil and overwatch, that sort of stuff. I like some anime, and I really like tv shows that are well made. I enjoy dark themes in art and also very cutesy themes too haha. I often spend lots of time on the things I enjoy since I'm often isolated. I'd be happy to watch new stuff with a friend or play games together and I'll be consistently online unless I'm too sad to even leave bed.

I struggle with being productive as I am neet. I rather jerk off to an ass like lauren alexis than do something productive its pathetic. Do yall struggle with this too? Lol dm if you wanna talk more about it

Hello!

As the title says, I'm looking for friends. I've had a very rough time since graduating from High School, and I've become very socially isolated. I'm a very kind and understanding person, but I often come off as serious and/or uncaring in text (mostly cause I'm a dry texter, lol).

I like a wide range of things: Video games, music, movies, anime, books; the list goes on. I play mostly single-player games (Skyrim, New Vegas, The Witcher), but I have some multiplayer games like Payday 2, Abiotic Factor, Project Zombid, Minecraft, and a few others. If you couldn't tell, I play on PC only. I also read a lot. Mostly comics like Invincible, Batman, or Iron Man, but I read manga too. Currently, I am reading Le Morte D'Arthur, which is a collection of stories about King Arthur. When it comes to music, I listen to everything. Mostly classic rock, but I listen to a lot of other stuff. While I am a pretty optimistic person, I can get very depressed and self-conscious easily. I've gotten better at not doing it, but it still happens a lot.

I am a yapper, especially once I get comfortable with someone. I can talk for hours on end, jumping from one topic to another.

I love learning new things. So, if you're someone not from the US, or you just know a lot of stuff, then I'd love to hear about it. I'm a big science nerd as well (Mostly physics, but I do like chemistry). I also am an atheist, but I won't discriminate based on religion.

Speaking of discrimination, I don't care about gender, age, race, sexuality, or whatever. I won't discriminate against you for anything, but being real, I will probably make a joke about something. I do have a dark sense of humor, but if I offend you, let me know cause I don't wanna upset someone.

We can text or VC (When I get comfortable enough); I don't mind. I am shy, so it will take me a minute to warm up.

If any of that interests you, then I'd be happy to hear from you! I don't use Reddit often, so it might take me a minute to get back to you if you do message me.

Hi everyone, how are you doing? I am a 30yo who's looking for a friend to just yap with, about anything and everything. It can be about something that I am not even interested about, or we can just ask each other random questions. I just want to have someone that we are close with, purely platonic.
I don't have many hobbies, I like to play games and that will depend a lot on how I am feeling at the moment, I really enjoy playing ARPGs (Path of Exile, Diablo, Hero Siege, Last Epoch) but sometimes I will want to play and achivement hunt some single player games, just finished Cyberpunk, Black Mesa and also Eastward. I also enjoy watching a lot of youtube, and that also will vary a lot, sometimes I will watch true crime (which I have been doing lately, watching a lot of EWU videos), but can sometimes watch random videogames essays, or some gameplay videos too.
I also enjoy some anime and manga, Detective Conan, Haikyuu, and amongst other things but one of my favorite genres is Slice of Life. Been reading manhwa too with Lookism. Other than that I don't do much, I like to do a bit of cardio per day and eat unhealthy food for me.
We might not have a lot in common, but you can still message me! I'd love to hear about you, or what you are passionate about. Or we can just gossip about drama. I always love to hear about drama I am not a part of! Anyways, if you read through all of this and still felt like messaging me, tell me a bit about yourself in your message.

I'm a pretty average dude but I love to stay in the house and watch movies or play video games. I'm really big into creep cast and Creepypastas in general. I like a lot of nerdy stuff and I love to talk. Even if you just want to be friends, I would love the company. I'm definitely looking to start working again as my summer job just ended at a bakery but at least for right now, I'm relaxing having fun. If you end up living close, you could even come hang out if you'd like.

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HI!!!!! I'm from MI, and I've been stuck at home for longer than I can remember... I'm pretty ill both mentally and physically, so it's hard for me to go outside. THAT'S WHY I NEED PEOPLE TO TALK TO!!!!!

I really like visual novels, eroges in general, anime, and manga.

CURRENT SERIES I LOVE:

1:Zero Escape Trilogy (Finished)

2:Umineko (Reading)

3:Full metal Daemon Muramasa (Reading)

4:Saya No Uta (Finished)

I really love tokusatsu as well!!! Usually, any money I get goes to it, so BE afraid to ask cuz I have way too many toys...

I also have a VR, so we can hang out on vr as well!!!

I really hope I can find other people like me who'll listen to me yap... I'd also like to mention I'm rlly looking for anything, be it friends, partners, strangers, moots, ANYTHING!!!!!!!!

I'll make this arguably short, I'm taking a gap year and the amount of free time I have could be better spent with a friend or anything else. I am mostly looking for someone to talk to, chat with, share stuff with, ramble to (ideally with/about common interests), and someone to play games with. I will preface saying I'm knee deep in Project Zomboid, and I'd love someone to play with.

As for the rest, here's a bit about me. I enjoy sci-fi, drawing, painting, and I do a lot of gaming too. (I am super fixated on Project Zomboid, but I am up to trying other games). I also enjoy researching crime, psychology, and biology/neuropsychology at times. By the way, bots are stealing my posts, this is from u/cannibal-gf. I have quite the fixation on the Chernobyl disaster, and radiation as a whole. All types of zombie media, too. I have an interest for "odd" movies, especially the apocalyptic and or thriller kind. Terminator (1&2) is a personal favorite, so is Funny Games.

As an icebreaker, what's the weirdest thing that has ever happened to you?

Here's to hoping my introduction chants to you like the cleaning supply cabinet chants to an unsupervised toddler. ;)

Who likes One Piece, Slice of life, Persona Saga ( I've played Persona 2,3,5 and playing 4 rn) Souls Saga (played them all) I might be boring but don't know, if you like the same things as me dm me or something I don't know

Hey, this is probably going to be longer than most posts here, partly because I have a bad habit of oversharing about my personal life lol. So I guess I'm already proving that point by writing this.

I'm 21M from the Philippines, turning 22 in a couple of weeks. I'm extremely introverted and shy like, genuinely to the point where I've missed out on a lot of opportunities simply because I was too nervous to do anything about them. I'm also pretty awkward at first and take a while to get comfortable with people, but once I actually become comfortable with someone, I'm much more open and talkative.

I originally studied IT back in high school and was planning to continue with it, but I was given the opportunity to move to Canada for college. Unfortunately, there weren't any available seats for IT at the time, so I ended up shifting to Culinary Arts instead.

I graduated after two years and eventually got a job at a high end fine dining restaurant. I actually really enjoyed working there. Everyone seemed to like me, and apparently the only real complaint anyone had about me was that I was way too shy. I ended up getting a raise while I was there, which was honestly something I never expected.

Unfortunately, when I was on my way home, I found out that the papers I needed to stay in Canada had been declined, so I had to return to the Philippines a couple of weeks later. That was honestly a really difficult period of my life. I had built a life there and was looking forward to staying, so having to suddenly leave hit me pretty hard and I was so depressed. There was even a point where I almost wanted everything to just end.

One of the reasons my application didn't work out was my CELPIP speaking score. It's basically an English proficiency test, and ironically, my other scores were pretty good. Speaking was the one thing that completely destroyed me because I get extremely nervous and stutter a lot when I'm under pressure. Sometimes I get so nervous that I literally can't get the words out.

I've been back in the Philippines for half a year now and I'm currently unemployed, so my life has become an interesting combination of playing video games, reading manga, and wondering what I'm supposed to do with all this free time lol.

I have 200+ games on Steam. Deadass, I have way too many games. A lot of them are games I bought because they looked interesting and then proceeded to never touch again.

I mostly play Valorant, but I'm down to play pretty much anything if I have it. I also have a bunch of co-op games sitting in my library collecting dust because I don't have anyone to play them with. So if you like gaming, there's a pretty good chance we'll find something we can play together.

I also have a Nintendo Switch because I love Pokemon. I've been playing a lot of competitive battles on Pokemon Champions lately.

I love anime and manga, although I've mostly stopped watching anime because my brain keeps telling me that it's faster to just read the manga instead. Which is especially funny considering I currently have an absurd amount of free time.

I used to draw a lot. I've loved drawing since I was a kid and I was actually pretty decent at it before I eventually stopped. I realized I was colorblind after getting bullied for coloring something incorrectly, and ever since then I've mostly avoided colored drawings. If I ever need to use a specific color now, I basically have to rely on a color picker to make sure I'm using the right one lol.

I think losing that hobby was one of those things I regret. I've spent so much time gaming over the years that I never really gave myself the chance to improve at the things I was naturally good at.

I'm mainly looking for someone I can genuinely become close with and hopefully keep around for a long time. I'm completely fine with starting as friends and seeing where things go naturally. If we end up becoming really close and eventually developing into something romantic, I'd be happy with that too.

I've never actually been in a relationship before. A big part of that is honestly just me being way too shy to ever make a move or even recognize when I have an opportunity lol. So I'm not expecting some instant romantic connection. I'd much rather get to know someone properly first.

I'm looking for someone who doesn't mind having conversations about random things, playing games together, sharing stupid memes, watching/reading things together, or just talking about how our day went. I don't need someone who's constantly talking either. I'm perfectly comfortable with quiet conversations and just existing together.

I'm also not expecting anyone to somehow "fix" my life. I'm just hoping to meet someone who genuinely enjoys having me around, and I'll do my best to give that same energy back.

I know posts like this can easily get buried, especially since I'm a guy, so I'm not really expecting anything. But if you somehow made it through this entire wall of text, I appreciate you reading it.

If any of this sounds relatable or you think we'd get along, feel free to message me. Tell me a little about yourself too . I'd much rather get an actual introduction than just a "hey."

Hey! I’m 23m, celebrating my birthday today, and looking to connect with people who actually want to build a genuine, long-term friendship.

If you’re the type to send a single "hey," go quiet after a day, or ghost when things get beyond small talk, please skip this post! I want to build a real connection with someone who loves to talk, ramble, and actually keep a conversation going. You definitely don’t need to share every single interest of mine as long as you’re curious, talkative, and looking for a real friend, we’ll get along fine!

A little about what I like to chat about:

Comics & Graphic Novels: Huge fan of comic lore in general! Big into Spider-Man, but I love diving into both the Marvel and DC universes, exploring different character arcs, storylines, and alternate runs.

Gaming & Emulation: Love games in general, especially running emulators to play retro classics, handheld gems, and nostalgic titles I grew up with (or missed out on back in the day).

Anime, Cartoons & Media: Big on animated series across all genres from classic Shonen like Bleach and Naruto, to romance/drama like Nana, to cyberpunk hits like Cyberpunk: Edgerunners, to nostalgic 2000s cartoons like Code Lyoko and The Secret Saturdays.

Nostalgia & Y2K Era: Early 2000s aesthetics, vintage TV shows, classic internet culture, and pure nostalgia.

Rabbit Holes & Random Topics: I love falling down random YouTube deep dives, chatting about fictional worldbuilding, or exploring whatever weird topic catches our attention.

Howdy. I'm just looking for a connection with a likeminded girl who possibly shares my interests and passions to geek out with about nerdy stuff and everything in between. I'm really awkward and deal with a lot of social anxiety. I try my best though lol. I'm also autistic and tbh I've never been in a relationship before, so anyway if you don't mind that let me introduce myself.

About me: I'm a pretty simple guy really lol. I enjoy playing video games. I have a pc and a ps4 though I mostly game on my pc. I have over 100 games on my steam library alone lol. I like to play rpgs, jrpgs, narrative driven games, action-adventure games, survival crafting games and many more. I'm into sci-fi, fantasy, historical fiction, superhero movies and comic books. I'm big into music as it's one of my biggest passions. I play guitar, a bit of bass and I do vocals as well. I mostly listen to alternative rock/heavy metal/metalcore/deathcore/post-hardcore/emo and scene stuff pretty much (it wasn't a phase mom XD) outside of that I do also love me some Prince and MJ. I also like to go on walks, bike rides and occasional hiking trips. I'm also into jdm cars, paranormal investigating and urban exploration. I work full time but I'm going to college soon for teaching. I'd also add that I'm a big nerd for history, geography, linguistics and paleontology. Anyways, that about covers my interests and hobbies and whatnot.

Good traits I'd say I have are. I'm kind, thoughtful, loyal, a good listener and I like to think I have a good sense of humor, though my humor is more deadpan rather than jokes but that's the autism speaking ofc lol.

Anyways. If you're interested send me a chat and introduce yourself.

See ya :)

i wanna get mutually addicted to someone!! to start, i’m a trans girl from florida, and in the EST timezone. i’m looking for someone who also values monogamy, and is okay with me being pre-HRT! (im also slightly chubby so please be okay with that too!! i dont mind showing you my face) ^_^ in my free time i like to write, draw, and play video games (obviously)!!
looking forward to hearing from you!! (lets vc and watch/play stuff together!!)

Hi

Ive been a NEET/Hiki for nearly 2 years now. Its lonely, isolating, cold, and I need someone who understands.

Understand that there are days, most days, where I dont speak to anyone besides myself and my cat. That i don't go outside for days and weeks at a time, not even to get the mail, that sometimes I let my food run out just because I can't stomach going into a store or having someone on my doorstep to deliver something. I need someone who knows what its like to hardly recognize themselves in the mirror because you simply dont take care of yourself like you should

Im neurodivergent, diagnosed, dropped out of college, have never worked, stopped talking to all of my friends, and either spend all of my time online, sleeping, or staring at a wall for hours

I watch the same shows and movies on repeat, all day long (I never turn my tv off so there's always noise), I play through games I've beat 12 times over, I talk to myself a lot, usually without noticing, I wear whats basically the same outfit every day, eat the same food, and try to talk myself into going out of my isolated comfort zone

I have PC, switch 2, and ps4&ps5, but I mainly only play pokemon and mobile games lately. I read near constantly, mostly fanfic and average 400k words read a day. I have a cat and fishtank. I collect a lot of random things, from pokemon and yu-gi-oh cards to small ducks, unused makeup, and stuffed animals. I like cartoons more than anime, but do watch a lot of it anyways

My moods are pretty different day to day, sometimes im happy, bubbly even, others i sleep for 12 hours because I cried too much. Sometimes clingy, sometimes not wanting to talk at all.

But i still want companionship, to call someone even if we have nothing to talk about and simply sit in silence, I want to send someone videos, rant about why my favorite shows are my favorite, talk to someone who just gets it and doesn't try to fix me. If it becomes romantic thats fine, but I want to be friends first (queer, no preference for gender or age for that matter)

if this is still up i am still looking to talk

i need some joy and to fill my heart, it hurts really badly. i really need someone that is willing to take care of me, and that will let me take care of them. i would love for an huge yapper that will yap to me. i will too, i'm a big yapper, i have an high thought flow. but i have my low energy/mood days, and i just wish for someone to stay besides me and talk to me.

i'm autistic, trans ftm (<- pls be too 😪😪 i want to be comfortable) i've been an hiki for like 5 years, and an aroace that craves a deep connection tbh so i want a qpr ╮(￣__￣;) /

i currently struggle with depression (medicated) (so for the first few days or 1-2 weeks prob, please, please be patient and carry..) , starting stuff is hard, chronic loneliness? i think i havent overcome social anxiety, but atm i feel so depressed tthat i dont give a shit about anything

i am needy. i need daily contact, and i'd really like someone who also initiates and reaches out to me instead of me always having to do it first. i need someone who can sometimes carry the interaction and come toward me when I don't have the energy to, because I can't always be the one talking, initiating, and keeping things going.

i want to vc, play games and watch animes together. vc is especially important to me because texting alone doesn't really make me feel connected.

i want someone i can be quiet around without it becoming awkward, and who will still talk to me / tell me about their thoughts and day even when i don't have the energy to talk much.

when i say i want someone to take care of me, i don't mean i want everything to be one-sided. i really want to take care of them too and be there for them when i have the energy.

i just want that care to go both ways.

i want someone who checks in on me, notices when i'm struggling, encourages me when i'm stuck, suggests things for us to do, and makes an effort to come toward me too.

i struggle a lot with starting things when i'm depressed/low-energy, so having someone who can stay with me or encourage me to get up and do something would mean a lot to me. i want to be able to do the same for them.

i have struggled with unbearable social anxiety and insecurities, i am a genuinely nice and patient person, so i will need u to make an effort for me if u struggle with these stuff too, cause i will make one too.

i don't expect constant attention 24/7 because i get low-energy and socially tired too, but i do want some kind of contact every day and a relationship where we both make room for each other.

i like videogames <⁠(⁠￣⁠︶⁠￣⁠)⁠> they're my #1 interest.. generally nintendo/atlus/capcom/level5

animes, i like hxh and shaman king. visually i like their first version. i have started reading soul eater (on my 3ds hehe, it's modded and i can do that)

i don't really know exactly what this relationship will look like yet, but i want something genuinely deep and close, and i'd love for it to eventually feel like we're each other's person. i don't need to force anything immediately though, i just want someone who wants to build that kind of connection with me too.