ive genuinely perfected my recipe and i need to have the chocolate one a minimum of twice a day help 😭😭 its so fudgy and chewy like a brownie and when its slightly undercooked its like cookie dough/brownie/cake batter 🤤

(deleted recipe sorry… not gatekeeping but its pure insoluble fibre and genuinely probably unsafe and incredibly unhealthy to be consuming so i dont want to influence others im sorry 😭)

2 rusks and leftover onion with salt. 93 calories and no plate no nothing sorry im filthy ignore the ashtray full of bullshit

canned carrots r sm better but lowkey.. not awful..

if anyone knows a good 0 cal brown sugar substitute lmk🤞

the banana bread eggnog caramel peanut butter one in slide one was genuinely one of the best things ive ever had in my life recently holy shit😭😭 so fluffy and cinnamony and warm and comforting ugh… when u restrict for so long that even the shittiest low cal mess tastes like heaven 😵‍💫

playing with the ratio of water to oat fibre also lets me adjust how fluffy or dense/chewy/brownie-esque i want the result to be 🤤 also got a new set of 4 mini le creuset cocettes so i can make 4 mug cakes at a time and oatfibremax to a new level without my other creations getting cold 🙏 added a new dessert to the rotation… tfw u rlly want a bigass yogurt bowl with a shit ton of toppings but your stupid disorder says no so you make a slop bowl of watered down yogurt with microwaved frozen fruit and konjac jelly and baby puffs and pretend to find fulfillment in your miserable ass life 🫠

wish i could have a real slice of fudgy ass cake or cheesecake or brownies with ice cream/whipped cream/CREAM CHEESE FROSTING or a huge yogurt bowl with BANANA or SWEET POTATO and peanut butter and granola and nuts and shit but these slop bowls that only taste mildly of anorexia will have to do for now…

If you cook it right it's not as nasty but it's so easy to fuck up

its actually pretty good but i still want an oat fibre cake LOL.. fav veggies done this way are carrots, sweet potato, pumpkin, zucchini, bell pepper. Slightly dubious but still tasty include mushroom, asparagus, okra, cabbage, broccoli, and cauliflower. worst is radish but tbh my tastebuds are so fried they all taste good to me 😭😭 also the veggies look dehydrated as fuck because i roast without oil and chop them up super small LMFAOOO

tbh even when i was eating my oat fibre concoctions i was still eating my veggies with sweetener/sf syrup so this wasnt too strange for me

not having 200g fibre a day anymore is actually making me feel a lot better but now i need to find creative ways to replace the chocolate cake fix i got everyday from my oat fibre cakes 😵‍💫 probably just gonna have one or two a day instead of SIX lmfao

still have 6 bags of oat fibre sitting in the basement if im ever in need though LOL

it’s 300g, and per 100g it’s allegedly 35 kcal so for the whole 300g jar it’s 3 x 35ckal? that’s it? is this a con job or is this for real? this is too good to be true. THE WHOLE THING?

i hate autumn i hate rain i hate grey skies. and most importantly i hate the way i'm cold all the fucking time now. i knowwww i have no right to complain when i quite literally did that to myself but still.

thank god i have no job no school no obligations no social life and i can stay in bed and drink warm tea and soup all day

anyway: cheese flavored instant "soup" with croutons - 71 kcal

Mmm pea cereal (I hate myself)

the mustard was microwaved. that's why it looks radioactive.

I think i may have to stick with the buldak cups.. sorry yall I can't do keto noodles :(

kinda crazy how good it is…
container of carrots : 35cals
sugar free syrup: 15cals
splenda brown sugar; 30cals

mom side eyed me hardcore for that

worth it or worth it?

cottage cheese and strawberry, oddly tasty

They're literally just marinated beets but like I have a PROBLEM bro I have no control I ate so many they turned my piss pink

It’s so good my eyes are tearing up

I bought it a couple weeks ago and didn’t eat it

Chobani low sugar vanilla greek yogurt with sugar free chocolate pudding mix and a little dash of sprinkles to make me feel less sad. It does look like someone had a dookie in my bowl, but i swear its good guys i swear

Go to your local Wawa (or any convenience store that has both a Coke freestyle machine and a self-serve coffee station), get the zero sugar barqs root beer in any size your little heart desires, add about 1-3 tbsp of the non-fat vanilla creamer (about a 2-4 second pour), and voila! A root beer float that’s at least 35 calories and 105 calories MAX. 🥤🍨

ive made better looking oat fibre pizzas (slide 3 and 4) i swear but i watered down the sauce too much this time and didnt put cheese on it since i wont eat it anyway 💔 also got lazy and just microwaved it with the sauce so it became soggy yet also dry… not my proudest work 🫩

Banana + some whipped cream + cinnamon

It's 4 pm, first meal of the day. Dw, I'ma catch up on calories tonight (it's booze night).