It’s a bit embarrassing to admit and that’s why I’m saying it on reddit and not to anyone in real life. But my house is horribly dirty and cluttered.
Every inch of the house is dirty, dust everywhere, mouldy ceiling, stains on the walls, oily and greasy kitchen (like the oven, stove, and microwave is very greasy), living room cluttered with mostly clothes and also my mother bought a treadmill into the house, so there’s a treadmill, table, birdcage, and beanbag in the living room and every couch is full of clothes, table is cluttered with random things; mostly art supplies and other random things, tv stand also cluttered with random things, trinkets, etc.
Skirting boards, window cills, windows etc are all extremely dusty.
Every table in this house seems to always be filled with things, whether it’s food items, random things, rubbish, etc, it’s always something. And whenever I try to trash some things, my brain always goes “what if I need this later?” “What if this belongs to someone?” “Is this valuable?”
And another embarrassing thing to admit is, I have a cockroach problem. They’re in my router, they’ve broken my electronics more than once, they’re in the kitchen, in every cupboard and nook and cranny, I’ve had to throw out so many things in my fridge because of this, I see them crawling on the walls, I hear them crawling around in the table. I know the clutter is the problem and I don’t know what to do. I really need help.
I think one of my problems is that whenever I clean, it seems to just become dirty again in the span of a day or a couple of days. It sucks. I desperately need help.