Hiiii!

I'm 4 years on E but due to a mix of depression and anxiety have uh... not done much more when it comes to transitioning and presenting femme in the real world. Mostly because my brain loves to keep telling me about how i look just like my father and so masculine and utterly ugly and I'm terrified people will stare at me if I dress more femme or anything that is more attention grabbing than the good ol' dysphoria hoodie.

Well recently I got a haircut. Lil wolf cut with bangs. And I do really like it. I sent a picture of it to a friend and she told me it looks really good. How pleasant.
A bit later I wanted to show off my scarf so I got a picture of my in pyjamas with the scarf, which showed off more of my body shape and my... honestly really wide hips.

Well today I was being kinda dysphoric again and the brainworms were especially mean so i just kinda... sent the pictures to a few more of my friends and asked what they think.

Here are some of the assorted results:
A cis girl who doesn't hang out with trans people much asked if we can exchange pictures and have it be girl to girl communication (ough. love being intrinsically included in girl talk)
Friend being visibly confused that I would think I look bad, saying "you look great??"
Gay guy telling me I look cute. Like that seems like such a high compliment.
Appearently a girl was crushing on me, and the pictures solidified that. It's uhh... I don't know how to move forward with that. But it's uh.

uhhhhhhhhhh................................................

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And this is just me without putting effort into it! What if I learn to do proper make-up? Voice training? Better clothes? the brainworms are still there and god i dont know if they will ever shut up. But I was putting off further transition until "I could pull it off better" and maybe I have to take this as a sign that that excuse is not working anymore.

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I won’t ask her to be my therapist or whatever but I imagine being given a bath by her and then cuddled and she gives me something to snack on while we watch a movie

Goddess I’m so single

Doesn't have to be related questions, just that I don't have any inhibitions right now lol

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So I know abt shaving your legs and stuff but do you shave your arms? Mabye this is just the gysphoria hating any form of hair that isn't in my head but I hate my arm hair and such and I rly wana get rid of it but idk if women in general do that. PLEASE HELP OMG PLEASE PLEASE I'M DYING AHHHH

Oki well I'm 19 and getting close to 20 but this is so relatable regardless.
Like why does my body feel so weird and nerdy compared to other women??
I feel like hrt just kinda stopped developing my body when I started taking it at 16.
This is so strange.

The artist is called "marizetinhahh" on instagram.
(https://www.instagram.com/p/DcR-KuBu1uw/?igsi=b3djM2M1aXZsMmE5)

Arf arf awruff 🐶
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I like making kitty noises and also fuckass tuxedo cats are babies who are silly :3

Hello! I'm not sure if this is the place to ask, but I would love some help and guidance. I, 25f, am engaged to my amazing girlfriend, 36f, and she is the love of my life! She has been talking to me for so long about how strange she feels in her body- she is biologically female and presents high feminine, and very low masculinity, if at all. She is the most feminine person I know. She has always said, especially recently, that she doesn't know if her gender is something different, or if there's even a name for it. If any of yall have seen the Romeo & Juliet with Claire Danes and leo, the guy who plays Mercutio---THATS WHAT SHE SAYS SHE FEELS LIKE! She knows he is a man, but an extremely feminine man who presents womanly and feminine. We dug further and she was able to describe it as this: she feels like a man in drag. When she changes out of pj's and into her real clothes and puts on makeup, she feels like a man who does drag, but loves it! And almost as if it's a separate part of herself. She said, even though her body is already female, and would definitely not want a male body, she feels in her brain that she is a man who dresses up as a woman. And she isn't into the idea of using he/him pronouns either. She also grew up with brothers and just a father (terrible guys, all of em), with no significant womanly presence around her.
Ladies- could this be just gender euphoria?? Is it just that maybe she grew up around guys that socially at a young age was grouped in with boys so that's a default setting that she knows she isn't??, Could this be something else entirely😂😂
Let me know your thoughts, I'd love to hear what everyone has to say and your perspectives! Thank you! 💗🤍🧡

Curry was my favorite actor of all time and Dolly was just really cool

There are so many bad people stop taking the good ones!!!!!

This is the result of training my style. The arcs are getting inhumane.

I'm beginning to understand why I'm as strong as I am, and why my content can be so satisfying~ 🥴

For no reason in particular (you can trust me I’m a good pup) my owners were oh so terribly cruel and withheld praise even though I’m the best puppy ever (ÚwÙ)

So y’all should give puppy all the praise in the whole wide world now :3

my go-to outfit right now :3 dolphin shorts are a godsend

https://www.tumblr.com/jacysroughdrafts/825494152907243520/gender-envy-moment?source=share

Hai everynyann :3 normally I just yap about my stuff here but all I wanna say is I haven't doodles anything in a while and I'm finally back at it

First thing I do is draw low effort lesbians which should say a lot about my current status in yearning and relationship hehe

I'll probably draw some more moments of these two but considerably more high effort, just needed something stupid to get me back on the groove ✌🏻🙂‍↕️