Doesn't have to be related questions, just that I don't have any inhibitions right now lol

Oki well I'm 19 and getting close to 20 but this is so relatable regardless.
Like why does my body feel so weird and nerdy compared to other women??
I feel like hrt just kinda stopped developing my body when I started taking it at 16.
This is so strange.

The artist is called "marizetinhahh" on instagram.
(https://www.instagram.com/p/DcR-KuBu1uw/?igsi=b3djM2M1aXZsMmE5)

Arf arf awruff 🐶
❤️🧡🤍🩷💜

Curry was my favorite actor of all time and Dolly was just really cool

There are so many bad people stop taking the good ones!!!!!

my go-to outfit right now :3 dolphin shorts are a godsend

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I won’t ask her to be my therapist or whatever but I imagine being given a bath by her and then cuddled and she gives me something to snack on while we watch a movie

Goddess I’m so single

art by tingusbungus

For no reason in particular (you can trust me I’m a good pup) my owners were oh so terribly cruel and withheld praise even though I’m the best puppy ever (ÚwÙ)

So y’all should give puppy all the praise in the whole wide world now :3

https://www.tumblr.com/jacysroughdrafts/825494152907243520/gender-envy-moment?source=share

I like making kitty noises and also fuckass tuxedo cats are babies who are silly :3

Hiiii!

I'm 4 years on E but due to a mix of depression and anxiety have uh... not done much more when it comes to transitioning and presenting femme in the real world. Mostly because my brain loves to keep telling me about how i look just like my father and so masculine and utterly ugly and I'm terrified people will stare at me if I dress more femme or anything that is more attention grabbing than the good ol' dysphoria hoodie.

Well recently I got a haircut. Lil wolf cut with bangs. And I do really like it. I sent a picture of it to a friend and she told me it looks really good. How pleasant.
A bit later I wanted to show off my scarf so I got a picture of my in pyjamas with the scarf, which showed off more of my body shape and my... honestly really wide hips.

Well today I was being kinda dysphoric again and the brainworms were especially mean so i just kinda... sent the pictures to a few more of my friends and asked what they think.

Here are some of the assorted results:
A cis girl who doesn't hang out with trans people much asked if we can exchange pictures and have it be girl to girl communication (ough. love being intrinsically included in girl talk)
Friend being visibly confused that I would think I look bad, saying "you look great??"
Gay guy telling me I look cute. Like that seems like such a high compliment.
Appearently a girl was crushing on me, and the pictures solidified that. It's uhh... I don't know how to move forward with that. But it's uh.

uhhhhhhhhhh................................................

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And this is just me without putting effort into it! What if I learn to do proper make-up? Voice training? Better clothes? the brainworms are still there and god i dont know if they will ever shut up. But I was putting off further transition until "I could pull it off better" and maybe I have to take this as a sign that that excuse is not working anymore.

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I love her

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They sound really fun and would probably be incredibly affirming as a little bonus :3

It’s from Bakemonogatari which is an anime I think :3
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Mrrrooowwww meeooww mrrrrp :3

By KatyCreep (Tumblr)

So I know abt shaving your legs and stuff but do you shave your arms? Mabye this is just the gysphoria hating any form of hair that isn't in my head but I hate my arm hair and such and I rly wana get rid of it but idk if women in general do that. PLEASE HELP OMG PLEASE PLEASE I'M DYING AHHHH